Happy 34th Anniversary to Jesus Christ Saves Global Outreach.

God has been faithful to this ministry. It may not be a smooth sailing journey just like everyone else but to reach 34 years    ( and counting ) is the living proof that God has been showering us with favour and grace through the years. Yes there are adversaries  along the way but God in His goodness, continues to prove that He is the center of this church.  God has graciously saved and sustained us. He alone is the author of this celebration.

This morning my spirit is overwhelmed as I express my thanksgiving to the Lord for this ministry.I wanted to share a few  things I am thankful for. No I am not a loyalist. It’s called GRATITUDE .

Thank you for teaching us about Leadership. I have seen many people who benefited from the training’s you provided excels in whatever field they are into.

I am thankful for the lives of the people who were taken out from poverty to a favoured life.

I am thankful for the Youth Camp. There are lots of fond memories and teachings to keep. Many leaders were raised from this camp.

I am thankful for every selfless unsung deeds of the leaders.

Thank you for sharing your unconquerable faith. The Seed Dome is the evidence that God alone can provide ALL our needs.

Thank you for honing our skills and talents. Through the ministry you offered, we were able to see what we can offer to God and to people.

I am thankful because here is where I met most of my trusted friends.

I appreciate all the corrections and the rebukes I am getting from my leaders.

I call this church my “Home” and the people my “Family”.

There are so many things to be thankful for.  I know in one way or another  this ministry has touched your life too.

What are you thankful for?

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The Beauty of Brokenness

That’s the thing about pain. It demands to be felt – TFIOS
Why do we need to feel the pain when you can enjoy things at the present? This is the question that popped my head when I heard this phrase. I guess I view the world differently until I experience pain at hand. Truth is, pain is inevitable. It will surely come no matter how hard we try. The world is not perfect so the people around us. Circumstances may not be as favourable the way we wanted it. Yes, pain demands to be felt but we have this thing called option button. To stay or to move on is a matter of choice.

So I let pain to be felt and let it flow through my veins. I allow every throb invades my being till it hurts no more. Until the memories can no longer affect me.  And when people will tell the same story, I can easily identify with their hurts. And no judgement will be coming from my side.

A Piece of Art

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Kintsugi— The Japanese art of repairing broken pottery with gold. The idea behind it is that the piece becomes more beautiful and valuable because it has been broken and has a history.

The pain of yesterday will serve as a history of God’s faithfulness .

To look back is the assurance that God is at work.

Pain could either build or break a person. Again, the choice is yours.

 To all who mourn in Israel,he will give a crown of beauty for ashes,a joyous blessing instead of mourning, festive praise instead of despair. In their righteousness, they will be like great oaks that the LORD has planted for his own glory.

~ Isaiah 61:3

Psalm in My Heart

On the crowded universe you see me

Even if I hide my silence you know me and before I whisper my intimate prayer you hear me.

Nothing and no one that came before, nor things today not even the things tomorrow can separate me from your love.

For in your heart of hearts I am completely abandoned.

You gave me love I couldn’t afford, things I wasn’t hoping for.

I couldn’t give it in words than to say I love you

and I will invest my life in thankfulness to you.

Letter For No One

Dear You,

I am having my devotion now and I came across this beautiful verse: God’s answers comes only through waiting ~ Habakkuk 2:3

Once again I am reminded by you. Your existence I cannot wait to see and feel.

I hope you are reading the same verse today.

Praying for you now.

May the good Lord continue to bless you so much of His wisdom.

May our meeting be a history in heaven, authored by God alone.

I love you…

Waiting,

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He makes all things beautiful in His time

Pieces of Me

LOVE…..

Why do we need to fight for it if it is freely given to us?

Why do we need to struggle if feelings are mutual?

Why do we need to shed tears if it promised us happiness?

Why do we keep on missing something we cannot keep?

They said it can protect us from pain but what is this pain I’m having now?

I’ve been in a tug – of – war of choosing what is right and wrong.

It has always been my cross to bear.

I don’t know any other way out, but to keep it in my heart until the old flame die down.

I cried under a blanket a million times. And once again, I need to draw a line in the sand because it’s the best thing to do.

LOVE… I hope to find you in my arms soon.

I hope to meet you in a garden of common ground.

To go a distance with you where I hold no spite, no miles apart.

Meet me there….

Vanity Fair’s Proust Questionnaire

My own version of Vanity Fair’s Proust Questionnaire: 101 Luminaries Ponder Love, Death, Happiness, and the Meaning of Life

I find delight answering these questions …

What is your idea of perfect happiness?
To grow old with my God- fearing husband and 2 lovely kids.

What is your greatest fear?
That my heart will be blinded by anger and bitterness.

What is the trait you most deplore in others?
Hypocrisy.

What is your greatest extravagance?
When I buy stuffs for my parents.

What is your favorite journey?
The journey of waiting for my man.

What do you dislike most about your appearance?
Too much fats!

What or who is the greatest love of your life?
Family

When and where were you happiest?
When I eat out with my family, Sleep in my parents room and having coffee with them.

What talent would you most like to have?
Ability to learn Mathematics!

What is your current state of mind?
Will I ever get married before I start my PH.D?

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
I need to be 20 years younger — there is too much to do.

What do you consider your greatest achievement?
Sending myself to Graduate School. It takes a LOT of discipline…

What do you regard as the lowest depth of misery?
Thinking of I will be alone forever.

What is your favorite occupation?
Teaching. Educating people..

What is your most marked characteristic?
Happy Person

What do you most value in your friends?
Being able to share happiness and sadness and have a good laugh.

Who are your favorite writers?
Maxwell, Sparks

Who is your favorite hero of fiction?
Wolverine

Who are your heroes in real life?
My MOM and my DAD.

What is it that you most dislike?
People who don’t have direction in life.

How would you like to die?
Peacefully and before losing my physical and especially my mental facilities.

What is your motto?
Each day is a blessing.